Couples day ago my brother said something to me that made me actually fall like my dad actually loves me and wants the best for me. So my father stupid retard gf car broke down and basically done for good so they get her a new one, but my dad already wanted to get rid of the car cause I used to sometimes have to drive it and he didn’t feel safe with that but he didn’t give a shit if she did. Which made me actually think that my dad actually cares for my safety guess he does love me, cause I haven’t felt that in years cause I always see has I hate him and he probably hates me. Now I kinda feel bad when I don’t get two shit about anything he says anymore but she kinda killed it cause she is always around him and you can’t even talk to him without her there, with I kinda miss me and dad talks….. I can change that right? Maybe I don’t know but I may try more now…. He actually loves his kids and would do anything for them.. I think I finally don’t hate my dad anymore only toke 4 years…..